i'm booooooooooooored!!!!!!
i haven't seen my boy since he started his new job 2 weeks ago. though it feels like it's been forever. hardly even talked to him either cuz of his screwy schedule. it fucking sucks
gloriously enough theres a party at my friends place tonight that i will be attending. i really wish tom could come....or at least luis. i feel like a lot of the friends at this party who i know, don't really like me anymore....i mean, ive felt that alot before but it seems like they have more reason now to have forgotten me... i don't know, i wont go into that emo bit of bullshit. tonight should be fun. we all have to wear silly hats.
and tomorrow despairxfaction will be visiting and we are gonna go to roller derby. battle of the coast! its gonna be wild. im super excited.
i have been DYING to go get a tattoo and or my septum pierced. i still have the urge to learn to tattoo. i want to be going to shops, getting ink, talking to artists and showing them my portfolio. i also wanna try going to the sex shop again and see if they looking for a new employee. my thing with michaels seems to have fallen through
i was thinking of also trying at petco, petsmart, and target :/ but don't really want to..... I WANT A JOB AND I WANT IT TO BE SOMEWHAT ENJOYABLE DAMNIT
i also want to dye my bangs purple. like good purple by bleaching it first. not the bullshit i did by going over my already dark hair with purple.
i have an idea for a new painting but i dont have the money to buy the canvas. i do have a smaller canvas to start on my portrait of jimcurt99 though and next week when i get my paint back from school, i'll start that
school will be over by wednesday for me
i am so restless
i haven't seen my boy since he started his new job 2 weeks ago. though it feels like it's been forever. hardly even talked to him either cuz of his screwy schedule. it fucking sucks
gloriously enough theres a party at my friends place tonight that i will be attending. i really wish tom could come....or at least luis. i feel like a lot of the friends at this party who i know, don't really like me anymore....i mean, ive felt that alot before but it seems like they have more reason now to have forgotten me... i don't know, i wont go into that emo bit of bullshit. tonight should be fun. we all have to wear silly hats.
and tomorrow despairxfaction will be visiting and we are gonna go to roller derby. battle of the coast! its gonna be wild. im super excited.
i have been DYING to go get a tattoo and or my septum pierced. i still have the urge to learn to tattoo. i want to be going to shops, getting ink, talking to artists and showing them my portfolio. i also wanna try going to the sex shop again and see if they looking for a new employee. my thing with michaels seems to have fallen through
i was thinking of also trying at petco, petsmart, and target :/ but don't really want to..... I WANT A JOB AND I WANT IT TO BE SOMEWHAT ENJOYABLE DAMNIT
i also want to dye my bangs purple. like good purple by bleaching it first. not the bullshit i did by going over my already dark hair with purple.
i have an idea for a new painting but i dont have the money to buy the canvas. i do have a smaller canvas to start on my portrait of jimcurt99 though and next week when i get my paint back from school, i'll start that
school will be over by wednesday for me
i am so restless
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I did have a date last night - not quite as good as a party but lots of fun non-the-less.
*HUGS*