spazzing

got back from venice beach earlier today. had a great time tuesday night (last twisted tuesday of this year). partied with my cousins roommate and friends. buncha silly ass niggas....and i mean that with much respect. unfortunately, i woke up the next day with a sweet migraine and it made me feel so sick that i slept allllll day and night so even though i meant to get some custom videos done while i was there, i did not i did manage to get my photo set done.....i wanted to do it tuesday morning but i was an idiot and my laptop was out of battery when i went to do it so i painted instead. sucks cuz when i did the set the next morning, i wasn't looking nearly as hot as i did the day before and was feeling like shit. since i can no longer use my much better cam with this laptop, i had to take a video and am gonna screen cap that for pics so it'll prolly be shitty quality and my groggy state of mind did not lend well to good poses. oh, i did make one unplanned fap videp though anywaysssss

LOOK LOOK LOOK i finally finished this fucking portrait



golly gee whiz it's practically 2011. a whole new year. 2010 sure has been interesting. lots of ups and downs indeed. i met a new love, went to a different country, made new friends, started painting more, i did the cutco thing and learned im a great saleswoman, it's been a lil over a year now that i broke up with my ex and have felt the pain from that greatly, this even marks a year of me being on mygirlfund and that has certainly given me some interesting experiences. i've also dealt with a lot of depression this year :/ got in a fights with two of my friends, my aunt died and may she rest in peace. i turned 21 this year and have been doing a lot of growing up. ive been watching my friends grow up too. i hope 2011 will be better, will be more goal driven and i will figure out what the fuck to do with myself. i hope to god it will be more lucrative. i hope i will develop a stronger and lasting friendship with the people i enjoy being around. i will be graduating in 2011 and it scares the living shit out of me. i still have no idea what i am going to do i really hope i figure that out...i must! and i really hope kcim and i can figure out a way to be together. we've been dating for 7 months now...WOW. time flys!...seems like halloween was just a week ago....and yet, 2010 seems like it has lasted forever now that i look back....well, i hope you all have a fantastic new years! i hope you enjoy what's to come and i hope you do something fun on this fateful night, last friday of 2010. any new years resolutions? i want to lose weight....i want to figure out what im doing with my life....and i think i want dreads.....we'll see what happens

now i leave you with possible pics from the new set


uhg, i need to remember to put more color on my lips for pics

also, fuck yeah legwarmers. these things have been saving my life


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new photo set Lush Puppy is now up