spazzatron

People are assholes. Whatever. Fuck 'em all. Don't fucking lie to me and expect me not to find out, especially when you've made the lie so unconvincing in the first place.

Moral of the story... don't lie, and don't talk about it on the computer your girlfriend uses...

Asshat.

Today, we're discussing the various feelings of my day:

This is around 9, when I woke up...
Oh Annabel Lee, forever in my dreams.
You know you've still got a piece of my heart.
You've had it right from the start.

Oh Annabel Lee, stop haunting my dreams.
Yours is the face that I see in the dark, in the dark.

Into the darkness,
farther,...
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There was a shooting in the mall, 3 stores down from where I work, yesterday. It was my day off, thankfully. Six people were shot and one was critically injured. The Disney Store and Sam Goody were closed completely because The Disney store got windows shot out and Sam Goody was where the shooter held a few people hostage. The mall didn't open until 12,...
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Trent Lane was the hottest cartoon ever. And his girlfriend, Monique.. holy shit. And what the hell.. how cool was he? He had his own band, Mystik Spiral, and he had a shitty car.. it didn't get much better than that when I was like... 13 and watched the show.

Anyways, I don't know what made me think of that. I saw the Suicide Girls...
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When the lights go down in the City
And the sun shines on the bay
I want to be there in my City
Ooh, ooh


So you think you're lonely
Well my friend I'm lonely too
I want to get back to my City by the bay
Ooh, ooh


It's sad, oh there's been mornings out on the road without you,
Without your charms,
Ooh,...
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updating....I'm alive. I see that so many care...

I'm 15 for a moment
Caught in between 10 and 20
And I'm just dreaming
Counting the ways to where you are
I'm 22 for a moment
She feels better than ever
And we're on fire
Making our way back from Mars
15 there's still time for you
Time to buy and time to lose
15, there's...
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Mariah Carey should take a long walk off a short pier. I hate that she's so famous. Becasue she has big boobs. Not jealous, since she wears a C and I wear a DD, but I hate that she's famous for such a bullshit reason. Because if it was for her singing, lots of people are better at that than she is...Becasue she's pretty? No....
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I worked all day... was up ALL NIGHT, I'm tired, I'm so fed up with being at home that I'm constanly at the verge of tears, and I'm stuck here all weekend.

Last night I babysat for my sister and she was so drunk when she got home that she didn't remember living here. I held up her hair for her as she threw up...
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I started work today... I like it, but I don't like that I have to wear a suit and I don't have the money to keep buying suits.

In other news, I need a new bed. This morning, around 4:50 exactly, I awoke to my skin being ripped into. One of the springs in my bed has been threatening to poke through for some time...
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I work tomorrow for the first time in like... a month....I'm totally excited, since I got the job about a month ago as well... at Zales.

And it is official... in December, I'm going to Spokane to see my dad and so that he can meet my boyfriend. My sister hopefully will be coming with us since she hasn't seen him since the last time...
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