spazzatron

I started my new job today... hmm... I like it. I like being there more than I like being at home. I get along with all the girls I worked with today, but I have a swing-shift schedule so I don't know when I'll be working or when I won't be working. But I like it so far. I get free food and fountain drinks.

I hate my house. Hate hate hate. I can't stand being here with all the bullshit. Tuesday is my nephew's birthday and I have the day off so I can go get him something and shit.

I need a little bit of space and a vacation. I want to go to Spokane and see a show or something. Before Christmas, like promised, I have to go there so I can see my dad. I'm such a bad daughter. I haven't gone to see him in 15 years.

I'll never feel the weight of your hands
Side mine like diamonds
Lay so far ballerina
Cupcake and my earthquake
Wakes me from my sleep bed
Never comes are you breathing
Waiting for me

I didn't really want you
But I want you now
Was so foolish of me
To feel you tumbling down
Into that empty room
The lights went out
I want to rescue want to scream out loud

I didn't think I needed you
But I need you now
Was so empty in me
To feel you crashing down
Into the empty world
The music stops
I want to rescue want to scream out loud
You will always be mine

The room spins
Pull you from me
My body burns
Tell me of the rainbows
The colors that the rain throws
Ballerina dance softly
She knows when to come only
When she's called Im slowly coming to

I didn't really want you
But I need you
Was so foolish of me
To feel you tumbling down
Into that empty room
The lights went out
I want to rescue want to scream out loud

I didn't think I wanted you
But I want you now
Was so empty in me
To feel you crashing down
Into the empty world
The music stops
I want to rescue want to scream out loud
You will always be mine

So, so sorry
Just come back for me now
So, so sorry
Just come back to me now
oh soon

I didn't think I wanted you
But I want you now
It was so foolish of me
To feel you tumbling down
Into that empty room
The lights went out
I want to rescue want to scream out loud

I didn't think I needed you
But I need you now
Was so empty in me
To feel you tumbling down
Into the empty world
The lights went out
I want to rescue want to scream out loud
That you will always be mine

I love that song.