51 Days... they will be the longest of my life.
My sister is being a total Catch U Next Tuesday. She's pissed at me because I didn't babysit yesterday, when I never said I would in the first place!
This is what happened:
She asked me Friday if I could babysit on Sunday, and I told her no because I had a double shift. Saturday I found out that I didn't have a double, so I told her that I no longer had a double. Then SHE said "Well, then you can watch the kids for me!" I didn't say that I would. At all. Never. So yesterday morning, she's all like "Why are you getting all ready to go?" and I told her I was going to my boyfriend's. Then she's like "You said you'd babysit." and I told her "No I didn't." and she got all pissy and locked me out 2 times BEFORE 8 in the morning.
Apparently, she also is fed up with the way that I treat her. I can be so tired, almost to the point of death, and still help her. I was sick, and I walked her son to the bus and I went to the store for her in the pouring down rain.
But because she is always telling me how stupid and ditzy and dumb I am, and I finally got tired of it and said "Why do you even want me here? Oh yea, to pick up your kid." She thinks that I treat HER badly. I'm unfair to her.
She doesn't understand how it could be that I think all she wants me for is to help her. Has she ever proven otherwise?
Her kids tell me to go to NY so their other aunt can come home, because they miss her, which is fine, but it hurts a little when she says "Yanno, to be honest, I would rather have her here too." How is that supposed to make me feel?
Now, however, she isn't speaking to me becuase apparently I am the horrible worthless person responsible for having 4 children and no life.
I'm just so ready to move out. I am so ready to be gone and never NEVER look back here. I love my nephews very much, but I can't stand being around their mother anymore. I'm tired of being the bad guy.
In other news, I am back to work after my alot of days off, I spent the day with my wonderful boyfriend yesterday, and I can't wait to just live with him.
We need to go look for an apartment. We need furniture, and we need dishes.
I need a break from my house, and I need a break from the people in it. Every chance I get, I leave... you'd think that was a clue.
Songs of the Day:
Nickelback
PUSA - Lump
Puddle of Mud - She fucking hates me
Good day. I said good day!!!
My sister is being a total Catch U Next Tuesday. She's pissed at me because I didn't babysit yesterday, when I never said I would in the first place!
This is what happened:
She asked me Friday if I could babysit on Sunday, and I told her no because I had a double shift. Saturday I found out that I didn't have a double, so I told her that I no longer had a double. Then SHE said "Well, then you can watch the kids for me!" I didn't say that I would. At all. Never. So yesterday morning, she's all like "Why are you getting all ready to go?" and I told her I was going to my boyfriend's. Then she's like "You said you'd babysit." and I told her "No I didn't." and she got all pissy and locked me out 2 times BEFORE 8 in the morning.
Apparently, she also is fed up with the way that I treat her. I can be so tired, almost to the point of death, and still help her. I was sick, and I walked her son to the bus and I went to the store for her in the pouring down rain.
But because she is always telling me how stupid and ditzy and dumb I am, and I finally got tired of it and said "Why do you even want me here? Oh yea, to pick up your kid." She thinks that I treat HER badly. I'm unfair to her.
She doesn't understand how it could be that I think all she wants me for is to help her. Has she ever proven otherwise?
Her kids tell me to go to NY so their other aunt can come home, because they miss her, which is fine, but it hurts a little when she says "Yanno, to be honest, I would rather have her here too." How is that supposed to make me feel?
Now, however, she isn't speaking to me becuase apparently I am the horrible worthless person responsible for having 4 children and no life.
I'm just so ready to move out. I am so ready to be gone and never NEVER look back here. I love my nephews very much, but I can't stand being around their mother anymore. I'm tired of being the bad guy.
In other news, I am back to work after my alot of days off, I spent the day with my wonderful boyfriend yesterday, and I can't wait to just live with him.
We need to go look for an apartment. We need furniture, and we need dishes.
I need a break from my house, and I need a break from the people in it. Every chance I get, I leave... you'd think that was a clue.
Songs of the Day:
Nickelback
PUSA - Lump
Puddle of Mud - She fucking hates me
Good day. I said good day!!!
Catch U Next Tuesday
That is brilliant!