sparkle

ennui is such a common occurance is almost as if i breathe the stuff...

now its joined with a sense of guilt from the procrastination. when you start organizing your mp3 folders by artist AND album (yeah im sure some of y'all do that already) "just because" you know its bad.

i realize that i said earlier that resolutions without the tenacity to maintain. but why the fuck shouldnt i want to improve myself? my roommate had his birthday recently and after being pissed off with his life he decided to go on a quest for self improvement. now, this is a good kid...but he decided to start doing things like exercise and pick up his trade which is emag.

do you know how bad this makes me fee? in my case i should quit a lot of things. nevermind that i should be reading sartre/nietzche in the native tongue but also quit horsing around watching tv and just being a general sloth (both mentally and physically).

wasnt there a mural i was supposed to finish?

je me dgote!

question:
does anyone really like proust?