sparkle

if i wasnt already a "suicide girl"...i would have killed myself by now.

so, who else is ready to give up on humanity, or even existance as a whole. yeah, you cant really do anything productive when youre dead, but perhaps id be more appreciated posthumoulsy (someone should give me a xanax for using that word in an everyday sentence) than i am now. i know that i have fans on here, and i think y'all are swell, too...but damn, why does rejection even after a mere week do this to me?

well, i get what i deserve...
though pretty hate machine is rather angsty and reminds me somewhat of junior high...that lyric just cuts deep in empathy. lets just say that i havent really done much for karma in the past 6 months...followed nicely by "that's what i get" sing it, trent...if you think writing is something i should not persue for money...raise your hand.

4 diphenhydramine should make things better...