sparkle

Oh yeah, Austin. Sucks I am too broke to even afford to go to the Elysium! Dude, yeah, expectations are kinda silly to put on anyone, but hey what can you do, right? I blame myself mostly. Basically, an "it's not you, it's me" situation. Unfortunately, I do have a realistic view of things, and really it is me. I know it, and he knows i know it, and well life tends to be funny like that. I am not ever having sex again, too many messy emotions for me at least. Shame that I came to the hottest place for singles. Trouble is my standards, I guess they are too goshdarn high.

Oh, btw, I have my Master's degree. I have a job at Apple, kinda but not really "It's Complicated" as they say. Yeah, yeah. I just hope somehow that I don't get called out, as it were by some employee. I doubt with the way I look right now that anyone would notice, but you never know, do you. Oh plastic fame. Blogging is totally lame; anyone good in Logic Pro, I know how to use it fairly well but I just can't seem to make the tracks sync up or just sound, dunno, right? The music I am mainly interested in making is of course psy-trance, industrial, and jungle if I get ambitious. It is fairly difficult to do, I just want to try to make something sound really badass but I do not exactly know how I should go about doing it. The canned loops are cool but don't quite get me there in terms of how I want things to sound: think Combichrist having illicit relations with Mubali and Gein (relatively obscure but fucking amazing) and then you might have an idea of what I want to do...hahahaha oh yeah if anyone is into happycore (Scott Brown, Brisk, etc) then I would love to do some collaboration. I came to Austin for love, perhaps (no really fucking stupid, not a question) a dumb move on my part, but I will stay for the work, music, and fun people.

Anyway, ATX-SG, I am hollerin!