Thursday Aug 28, 2003

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so as you may have noticed, i have changed my "current crush" box...take that however you want, because apparently i am "so not worth obsessing over". fine, give me another reason to hate you...everything you every wrote me to me has probably been bullshit, anyway. okay, yeah drama....arrrgh, i hate people. i just want someone that wont be fucking sketchy and that is easy on the eyes. i guess you have to have those qualities yourself. i am sad, now frown

sorry for that self pity party, but i have no one to really talk to and i am feeling rather hurt right now. i am beginning to lose more and more of my self-confidence. SG as a self-esteem booster hasnt really worked that well. i know it is lame, but im certainly not on this site to make money. i figured id have a few obsessors, but yeah i guess im not worthy.
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hornitos:
EXACTLY! that what this sight is all about. . some kinda weird internet validation. i joined to write journal entries , hoping to entice some rag-a-muffin baby that would notice my sense of humor and keen insight into human dilemna. but is that gonna happen? not in my wildest dreams.. but i'll continue to make comments and offer some sort of 'contact' to those who seem willing to reach out (at least until my subscription runs out) * that's so pathetic , i think i'll pause a minute to reflect and how it all came down to this. .

ok done . . hiya sexy!
lucky105:
Can I kick the ass of whoever thinks you're not obsession-worthy? Pretty please?

I don't know you well enough to be obsessed with you (yet) but I've looked at your sets. You're gorgeous. And you have a fucking cool name. And one of the best fantasies I've read yet. I'm not obsessing just now, but would you settle for a quiet admirer? smile

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