sparkle

so as you may have noticed, i have changed my "current crush" box...take that however you want, because apparently i am "so not worth obsessing over". fine, give me another reason to hate you...everything you every wrote me to me has probably been bullshit, anyway. okay, yeah drama....arrrgh, i hate people. i just want someone that wont be fucking sketchy and that is easy on the eyes. i guess you have to have those qualities yourself. i am sad, now

sorry for that self pity party, but i have no one to really talk to and i am feeling rather hurt right now. i am beginning to lose more and more of my self-confidence. SG as a self-esteem booster hasnt really worked that well. i know it is lame, but im certainly not on this site to make money. i figured id have a few obsessors, but yeah i guess im not worthy.