sparkle

right now, i dont know if i could study even if i wanted to...i just feel so depressed now, its horrible. i want to have a good time here, but there is no one for me to talk to that ive established a really good relationship. so now im just sitting here in my room crying for no reason whatsoever, as much as this city rocks, i imiss my home. i want to be in an envioronment where i am not a foreigner who doesnt understand the language. i want not to be sick, i just want to be happy. i have no idea what is wrong with me. i just need some encouraging words. feeling sorry for myself really sucks, but it is all i have right now.

{update}
hehe, such the mellowdramtic moodswinger....took the advice of my fellow SG members and decided to take a nice long hot shower...something to get my mind of the bad things, the ennui, the sorrow....well it worked and then i decided to make my friends list a bit shorter because even though im not that person i dont want to be that person who has all these friends and no friends of. its just creepy and it weirds people out. so if you want to be readded just give me a holla. and es
-sparkle