you would think after 4-6 years of dealing with people the same way, i would have learned from my mistakes....WRONG...what better way to celebrate going back on anti-depressants (tomorrow when i get some insurance) on my SG journal. so, dealing with problems, i did what any reasonable person would do...internet shooooping!

so, yeah, starting to do more with the the DJing stuff, bought a crapload of DNB records from eBay and the John B remix of "This is the new shit" and "Closer" (bigups to destroyer.net radio) from junorecords.co.uk...yay consmerism to fill the void that is my self-worth. oh, snap. what was that about not wanting to be materialistic? you can't change people; this i have determined. but, yeah, this was somewhat justified as all my music got washed away, so of course, yeah gotta get more tunez!!!

funny ass sealab episode where they are making fun of feng shui, love it! oh pseudo-scientific furniture arrangement, glad i grew out of that phase. you know if it werent for all the stupid anime, adult swim would be the best thing on television. i do realize it is CARTOON network, but anime is just retarded. *grabs flame retardent suit real quick* ohhhhhh snap, they just did an ATHF cameo, this is great!

wash. rinse. repeat.