sparkle

cause it already is

so much shopping, so little time...yeah been buying an awful lot of stuff for someone who is going to "simplify" her decorating scheme...decided that im going to use the salvaged desk for more of a "study" place where im going to put a few books and some candles...paint it black.

you see, you see what cant be seen

instead of making it i caved and bought a bookshelve at kmart b/c it was on sell..feel kinda bad, i made the girl get the one from the bottom because it was the colour i wanted. but realized on the way home that im probably going to spraypaint it anyway. i am so evil, mwah. so yeah, aquired more stuff, candles/holders et cetera....what im going to do is put all the decorative stuff on that black desk and buy this metal computer stand, i found on the ikea site...

mother mary, save your tears...i'm not anything at all

the more stuff i get, the more i want...i know, i am horrible person. i dont know what the "real world" is, i am spoiled, ad nauseum. mmm, latin...taking that next semester! sometimes i dont feel ive deserved what ive been given, but i just take take take it anyway...contemplating writing some poetry about the last few weeks (chemical abduction and infatuation) sometimes i worry i could be being brainwashed, but maybe it is just wishful thinking. always love to put the blame on others, mwah. more decorating advice requesting...red room, discuss.