Claustrophobia has hit a new low.

Fuck am i tired, if i keep my eyes fixed on anything for a few seconds it feels like the room is collapsing around me, maybe it is. This is the feeling that im not looking forward to being acquainted with again, being tired as all hell but your head is still spining with no sign of slowing, wishing you could sleep, but being denied at the mere thought of it. And all you can do to release that feeling is to try to shut everything out. but enough of that for now.

I've just recently discovered cowboy bebop and it is quickly becoming one of my favorite things to watch. its an anime series that has about 26 episodes and a movie, its about a couple of bounty hunters, broke bounty hunters who pick up a few people along the way. its really clever, funny, and well drawn.

I have also gotten a raise tonight and talked to the owner of the restaurant and he's going to hire my brother to work there, i swear that kid works everywhere with me, at least it will make work more bearable.

Ive also been playing guitar with someone new, his tastes of music needs some inproving on but im working on that, im trying to take some harder songs and write them out to be acoustic songs, and then meybe play around town a bit, cause im really sick of going to bars and hearing the same fucking sublime covers played over and over. I think people really cant stand hearing them all the time either, but no one really wants to say anything cause it SEEMS everyone likes them. I plan to break this silence. damn sublime conspiracy.

11 days....

Such is life.....