Nothing exists except atoms and empty space; everything else is opinion....
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I have a date for V-day, strangely enough I said no to two people before and my excuse will backfire if my new friend asks for my facebook and I have to advertise my outing... She is 8 years younger than me so long as neither of us are out of touch and we meet in the middle it will be all good. Anyways, this...
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cadavre:
well I hope the first date goes great!
Luckily most of the cookies leave the house the next day and maybe a dozen are left behind, and the dog usually gets to them before me.
Luckily most of the cookies leave the house the next day and maybe a dozen are left behind, and the dog usually gets to them before me.
sparaz:
I change shapes just to hide in this place, but i'm still, i'm still, an animal... Nobody knows it but me when I slip, yeah I slip, i'm still an animal. WOOO!
So I have a lot of catching up to do! Lot has happened since the beginning of the holiday season and I plan to blog about it all in one convienent entry... this will make an excellent mental reminder of a crazy holiday season.
So started off by going to OC on the night of the 22nd after work and I stopped by a friend...
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So started off by going to OC on the night of the 22nd after work and I stopped by a friend...
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cadavre:
It's really goddamn awesome to be back to Washington, makes life better for me! Those gummy bears came from a 6lb bag of gummies
cadavre:
When you were raised in Seattle and your father got free oysters all of the time...you learn to LOVE seafood. Plus I'm half norwegian...it's in my nature.
I don't know what's going on the with the standards, I see some sets with TERRIBLE lighting getting bought...and as a model that knows about photography, it blows my mind that I fail so hard
I don't know what's going on the with the standards, I see some sets with TERRIBLE lighting getting bought...and as a model that knows about photography, it blows my mind that I fail so hard
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bbqchef:
hope you are doing well....
sparaz:
Thanks people for the love and concern. Nice of smurfy to care enough to mention my fucked up christmas on her blog. Ill be doing a big full week updte blog for this drama along with all the less messed up stuff when I get home to my condo and computer (my laptop is fuckered). For now just on percocet and ibuprofen to keep the pain and suffering down.
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sparaz:
Thanks!!!
cadavre:
it's a pain in the ass really to do the gowning procedures and that bull, but it pays well and is really a good workout!
So my ex sent a crazy e-mail talking about a bunch of stuff but generally stating to me that she doesn't want me in her life, which is kind of insulting after so many years. I have a mix of anger, anguish, and angst at her e-mail and her cold approach to me after so long. Obviously she lost interest and carried on with her...
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_smurfzilla_:
awwwww
*hugs*
hang in there
*hugs*
hang in there
sparaz:
Amen MXV!
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cadavre:
Aww thank you. It was definitely a smile bringer and I just look at them and giggle ridiculously! I hope you're able to properly cheer up. Perhaps I'll do some better photos in the gift!
cadavre:
It's just people in this area. One of the employees at one of my favorite stores has the same legal first name as me, spelt the exact same, and has her hair cut similarly, so we started chatting about the looks we get. Corey is damn sure she was hitting on. Corey's notorious for locking his keys in his truck and I usually carry a spare or his remote with me, but it was a bit hard in that outfit....of course right? The coffee was so damn good!
I hope you're able to get the serious shit taken care of and start enjoying life!
I hope you're able to get the serious shit taken care of and start enjoying life!
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casca:
Thank you 
violentpatriot:
keep drinking bro. it will get better.
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cadavre:
Well thank you much. The nice little chunk of money from going pink would be nice, but you're right.
cadavre:
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YAY I GET TO BE ATOMS!