sparaz

So my ex sent a crazy e-mail talking about a bunch of stuff but generally stating to me that she doesn't want me in her life, which is kind of insulting after so many years. I have a mix of anger, anguish, and angst at her e-mail and her cold approach to me after so long. Obviously she lost interest and carried on with her life anyway she wanted without talking it over with me before she did what she did.

Still the fact that she emailed me after a month of suffering and attempted recovery seems to put me on some sort of relapse of emotions. Which means I am very upset right now. I guess I just blog it to vent, because I don't know how else to deal with things right now. I'm sure i'll talk to someone or go distract myself for this weekend, but I foresee a completely horrid holiday season and a good few weeks of internal strife.

All the same, hope everyone had a good thanksgiving.