Wow, doing things just for me. Back to being selfish. This is bittersweet & will take some getting used. I try to embrace change as it usually leads to something better. It's so easy to fall into "the hell we know is better than the hell we don't know." But the timing of all this just seems to perfect not to go with it, so I am.

But how to ease my painful transition? Jack Daniel's has been a good friend, but not very helpful...I think going to Jamaica would be a good start. mmmmmmmmmm Jamaica...never been, but a good friend is willing to put me up for while. How can you beat that?! Well, maybe if I had friend in Amsterdam too...