spamking1776

so you remember a long while back i told you about a girl that i really like and i had a dream about her where i went blind and i sent her a message explaing all about it? well now that i am back in town we hangout every saturday. when i see her we have fun drinking talking and watching tv. my buddy is seeing her roomate so it is just the four of us on the weekends. everyone knows i am infatuated with her and i can never seem to tell her to her face how i feel, but i send alot of myspace messages saying i like her. on her birthday i sent her flowers with a message saying she was beautiful. she never gives me any sign that she likes or dislikes the attention or if i had a chance if i asked her out. below is the last message i sent and i was at her place when she finally read it, again no comment:

"Just thought it has been a while since I have written that I think you are sexy. I have always gotten a lil gun shy whenever I get around you, so I am resorting to jr high antics. You're so gorgeous and when I try to express my feelings towards you I know that I am happy just to know you and that by saying or trying something might jeopardize that. I could quote some song or movie that better describes what I am trying to say but I wanted this to be as real as a myspace message could be. Just know that to me you are one of gods most beautiful creations."

she is leaving in a year so there is no chance of a real relationship but i want to fuck her so bad. i'm thinking that next time i'm over there and she says she is going to bed i will ask if i can join her.

another wierd thing is i talk with her roomate all the time and she kinda jokes on me about my infatuation with her roomate, but she never hints to wether she likes me or not.