spacelola

I woke up in a mood today.... I was discussing with a friend a few days ago how I needed to adopt that "I don't give a fuck attitude"... Maybe if I do my feelings won't get hurt and I will stop doing for other people and getting nothing in return...I give and give whatever I can, whenever I can and take care of everyone in my life.... Sounds like an issue to me...

I have like a few fantastic people in my life where our friendship is all about giving and taking... There are loads of others in my life that contact me when they say they are bored, or are about to get something........ People amaze me how they can be total douchebags and see not a damn thing wrong with it....

I am mostly pissed off because I discovered that I was lied to by someone who calls themselves my friend in the biggest way possible... All kinds of deceitfulness involved.... Where do people find the energy for this?

I am also tired of having crushes on people that think it's silly or use it to their advantage.... Wow... sounds like I woke up on the cranky side of my bed..... Don't pity me.... I am grouchy for whatever reason...