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I have been feeling somewhat nostolgic all day.. I hate days like today when I think about all of the good times I had with someone from my past... Someone that at one point in my life I loved so much it took my breath away.... What happens to love like that? How does it get lost and when are you completely over it?

I have been told that it takes half the amount of time that you have been with someone to move on... Fuck me... That means I have another year to go.. We wer together for four years... Screw him.. I feel like he doesn't deserve a single tear I have shed for his ass... So anger is a good stage to be in...

I think I will always hold him close to my heart because he was the first man that I loved so deeply.. It was to the point that it consumed me.. However I am no longer in love with him or the idea of us... Us didn't work and I am ready to meet someone that will work for me..... Grrrrrr dating sucks.....

When he left me he said to me " I will never love someone as deeply and as passionately as I love you... But I will love again and I will love someone who is pleasing to the eye." FUCK YOU DOUCHEBAG.....

I realized that douchebag seems to be my all time favorite word as of late.. Hahaha... Loving it..... So to all of you out there that at some point has suffered from some douchebag breaking your heart.... Keep your chins up... The sun will come out tomorrow...