tonite i took a bath in the lavendar oils and lit up a nat sherman, an oly stubby in the other hand.. the candle burnt out and i sat thinking in the dark, with occasional glow of the cigarette ember.. i then realized it to be the first moment i felt alone in quite awhile.. i always have someone around me or i always have something to do (and if i don't then i create something for myself to do).. but not tonite.
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