Friday Nov 06, 2009

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sup armpits.


*sigh* I really don't understand how people can live with no family. I'm not very good at it and there isn't anything I can do. I feel like an orphan. I feel like something is always missing and it always will be.

When I get married who will walk me down the aisle?

When I have a baby and have no idea what I'm doing who will I turn to for help?

Not only that, but my future children will be missing out on having and aunt, uncle, grandma, and grandpa as well. No cousins. No family get togethers. No nothing.

There is nobody to be proud of me. Theres nobody to care if I succeed. There is nobody to help me if I fail.

Sorry for this whiny blog, but it seriously fucking sucks.

What can replace an entire family? Nothing.

and its not like there is anything to fix either.



With that being said I'm going on hiatus.
I need to figure shit out.

Give Happy some lovin' for me.

and happy Thanksgiving, merry Christmas, happy new year, happy St. Valentine's, and whatever comes after that.

xxxx
me
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vicariously:
Family is very important. I don't know the specifics of yours obviously but I felt a very similar feeling up until recently, so I think I might know how you feel. Luckily for me, I have some cousins who are local who I was just ignoring...shame on me but as it usually happens with family, they love me unconditionally so they welcomed me with open arms when I reconnected with them. If you have family around but just aren't communicating, turn that around quick!
airplane:
I didn't feel like reading all the comments before mine, but the only advice I can give is developing long-term and meaningful relationships with the people that you care for that are around you.

If you have a family, a husband, a child, they will become your life. Friends can sometimes substitute family. It isn't of the same convenience and there isn't the same social requirements for a friend the same way a family member would have, but you will hopefully be happy with the safety net that surrounds you eventually.

It's just unfortunate that you have to work a lot harder to develop that.

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