i am told that i am humble, yet greed seeps through my veins
i am told that i am soft spoken, yet i harshly speak
i am distrusting but quick to trust
i am a coward, but strong.
i am human.
the only thing i did wrong was love a person...
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pV_TDxl2UIo
a couple months ago we were sleeping and it got really cold and he wouldnt wake up. i tried to sleep and i just couldnt. so i got up, kissed his forehead and left. another time i just couldnt sleep at all bc i felt sick so i got up ad left and last we had this fight and i waited til he fell asleep...
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I'm afraid of love. to love. I realized that i started falling in love with him and it really scared me. like really bad. so i tried to recoil.
This is what stood out to me and sounds like the source of the main drama. Having confidence in yourself and seeing in yourself what others see in you makes accepting love possible.
That; and not being afraid to get hurt. You are going to get hurt - it sucks but it happens and eventually you heal and move on. It is like boxing... it risks hurt. You risk losing. But in the end what you get out of it is worth the pain.
not really sure what to do..at this rate i bet ill be the next cat lady
i think i'll be making a new one every week, where i will pick my favorite SG member of the week. Ill even do a shout out to you in the video




