For the first time in my life.. i had to watch one of my own videos to cheer myself up...
I find myself sometimes laying in bed and my mind begins to drift on its own.. Im trying to stay happy.. its rough guys... my heart still hurts.. and now i am reminded each day when i glance at facebook and i see my ex is interacting with my female friends... not flirting.. just talking... it leave me with a sour taste in my mouth... i see his posts after mine on friends walls...and i grow annoyed... Is it bad that despite all of this...there is a rough feeling within my heart that things are going to work out...? is that even possible? are any of you in tune with fate or wicca or any of that sort? can you explain to me why i feel this will work out.. that it isnt wishful thinking that I FEEL it will work out? is that odd? ..or maybe im just stupid.
I find myself sometimes laying in bed and my mind begins to drift on its own.. Im trying to stay happy.. its rough guys... my heart still hurts.. and now i am reminded each day when i glance at facebook and i see my ex is interacting with my female friends... not flirting.. just talking... it leave me with a sour taste in my mouth... i see his posts after mine on friends walls...and i grow annoyed... Is it bad that despite all of this...there is a rough feeling within my heart that things are going to work out...? is that even possible? are any of you in tune with fate or wicca or any of that sort? can you explain to me why i feel this will work out.. that it isnt wishful thinking that I FEEL it will work out? is that odd? ..or maybe im just stupid.
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longlostsapper:
Wish I could tell you or had advice but how bad I have messed up my love life I have no good advice, i will pray for you and send positive thoughts your way
gluna46:
awe im sorry yea im facing through the same. but my ex and i never really broke up she had to leave and i didnt get the chance to say good bye. it happend more then a year ago and i stil dwell on the fact that i fell for her and i never got the chance to say good bye. and who knows when she will be back, shes in Afghanistan and im not sure when she will be back. i miss her every time i go to bed i wish she was laying on my arm like when we dated... its heat breaking not being with some one who you felt so attached and just have then go away.. i never really tried being with any one else. shes all i think about. i hope one day i get to see her. i randomly talk to her on here. but its rare. i hope you feel better. 
and your video is so cute made me smile and happy but once that goes away its back to the heart break. hope you feel better! remember.. smile something else will come along. everything happens for a reason.
and your video is so cute made me smile and happy but once that goes away its back to the heart break. hope you feel better! remember.. smile something else will come along. everything happens for a reason.