I had a very deep conversation with my roommate today...we discussed all my feelings, what was currently happening and what could be done
Although my ex boyfriend was foul to me, although he treated me like dirt, I won;t give up on this person. I saved him once and i might be able to in the long run..
but this time there is a difference, I do not wish to be with him anymore, I do not even expect to be friends...I just want to help him get back on track to who he once was. I know I cannot save everyone, I have heard it all before and I know i deserve better, but I cannot express to you this emotion within my heart and soul. Everyone once told me to walk away from andrew when I first met him, but i went with my heart, and now, I still feel that very same feeling within. I cannot take back all that has happened, but after all that he has been through, I know he will think of me and my words, not in a loving way, but more so in a way that I was correct. I want to help him but I will not be the first to ask for help, I will be the one that will go on with her life and one day will be there to pick him up and help him walk again.
I cannot stress enough to all of you, that if someone has wronged you, always forgive and help. Life is not meant to hold grudges...holding a grudge is like letting someone live rent free in your head... cast aside all hurtful feelings and just forgive.
No one deserves to be alone..no matter the wrong doings... let karma take care of everything.
i love each and everyone of you, and want to thank you all so much for listening to my whining about this.
Also I want to give a huge thanks to Kirin_Ka for taking the time and the generosity to go to my wishlist and surprise me with a few things... really did cheer me up like no other.
And I would really like to also take the time to let all you ladies know, that CheRepubliCRAT is one of the most kind hearted, positive people I have ever met. he deserves his very ow disney princess. <3 go tell him how wonderful he is :0)
I'm considering doing videos for people with specific issues that they need advice with, just bc I get great joy from helping others. So if you have an issue, please leave me a message with it, and I will reply promptly with your very own video with my advice.
Again, I do this to help others, not expecting anything, and although gifts are wonderful, they are not needed, but if you wish to get me a present as a token of love...check out my wishlist here:
http://www.amazon.com/gp/registry/wishlist/1SZ6DHVQFM9O8/ref=cm_sw_su_w
so! if any of you have anything that you need advice in, please tell me about it and I will make you a video with my advice.
xoxoxo
Although my ex boyfriend was foul to me, although he treated me like dirt, I won;t give up on this person. I saved him once and i might be able to in the long run..
but this time there is a difference, I do not wish to be with him anymore, I do not even expect to be friends...I just want to help him get back on track to who he once was. I know I cannot save everyone, I have heard it all before and I know i deserve better, but I cannot express to you this emotion within my heart and soul. Everyone once told me to walk away from andrew when I first met him, but i went with my heart, and now, I still feel that very same feeling within. I cannot take back all that has happened, but after all that he has been through, I know he will think of me and my words, not in a loving way, but more so in a way that I was correct. I want to help him but I will not be the first to ask for help, I will be the one that will go on with her life and one day will be there to pick him up and help him walk again.
I cannot stress enough to all of you, that if someone has wronged you, always forgive and help. Life is not meant to hold grudges...holding a grudge is like letting someone live rent free in your head... cast aside all hurtful feelings and just forgive.
No one deserves to be alone..no matter the wrong doings... let karma take care of everything.
i love each and everyone of you, and want to thank you all so much for listening to my whining about this.
Also I want to give a huge thanks to Kirin_Ka for taking the time and the generosity to go to my wishlist and surprise me with a few things... really did cheer me up like no other.
And I would really like to also take the time to let all you ladies know, that CheRepubliCRAT is one of the most kind hearted, positive people I have ever met. he deserves his very ow disney princess. <3 go tell him how wonderful he is :0)
I'm considering doing videos for people with specific issues that they need advice with, just bc I get great joy from helping others. So if you have an issue, please leave me a message with it, and I will reply promptly with your very own video with my advice.
Again, I do this to help others, not expecting anything, and although gifts are wonderful, they are not needed, but if you wish to get me a present as a token of love...check out my wishlist here:
http://www.amazon.com/gp/registry/wishlist/1SZ6DHVQFM9O8/ref=cm_sw_su_w
so! if any of you have anything that you need advice in, please tell me about it and I will make you a video with my advice.
xoxoxo
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