I have not had wink of sleep..why?
I got a call last night from someone telling me that the night prior my ex bf was at a friends home completely drunk and had brought two strippers over to party..as if my stomach didn't need a reason to lurch enough, I was then told that an fight happened between him and one of the guys that started that rumor i once stated... well... what ended up happening sent me in a panic. my ex began to say horrid words... and well the guy stabbed my ex in the shoulder.... the sad thing was as he stood there bleeding, no one helped him..not even the girls..and his "friends" all laughed at him, told him he was out of line, and even drew on his face as he was passing out drunk..and it made me so sad.
you see the last words i ever said to him was that he would realize who was telling the truth, who his real friends were, and lastly, those who had hurt me, who had made up an awful remark...well... those would suffer to karma... and sure enough... they all are...Ironically i stated that one would stab him in the back...and now look.... I began to cry as i hear all of this story, heard who andrew had become...He is not that tender hearted person i once loved..he is on a path of destruction and he once was many years ago, to which i saved him from...but now...who will save him?
although he treated me like dirt, although he mortified me by using me, I still love him with all my heart and soul..and all I wanted to do was help tend the wound..but sadly, he still hates me for reason that he himself caused, yet he fails to see.
I shouldnt be happy that he is going through a rough time but as i had stated to him...karma would come back to those who wronged an innocent. He lost his job, he is now down to his last 3 $ he had school expenses..and now... he has little to no friends.
so why can't I just walk away now content that justice was served? Bc i love him. and I want him to be safe, and to stop this distructive path..but who am I to save someone who refuses to hear me?
even more than ever now i believe that everything happens for a reason, whether or not he chooses to contact me now, seems as if will happen, but who is to say, his pride has gotten the best of him, and he now has a bad rep for countless things here....I cannot do anything else, but pray for him and accept what will happen next.
Always treat others kindly... you never know when karma will pay you back for it.
:-(
cheer me up? http://www.amazon.com/gp/registry/wishlist/1SZ6DHVQFM9O8/ref=cm_sw_su_w
I got a call last night from someone telling me that the night prior my ex bf was at a friends home completely drunk and had brought two strippers over to party..as if my stomach didn't need a reason to lurch enough, I was then told that an fight happened between him and one of the guys that started that rumor i once stated... well... what ended up happening sent me in a panic. my ex began to say horrid words... and well the guy stabbed my ex in the shoulder.... the sad thing was as he stood there bleeding, no one helped him..not even the girls..and his "friends" all laughed at him, told him he was out of line, and even drew on his face as he was passing out drunk..and it made me so sad.
you see the last words i ever said to him was that he would realize who was telling the truth, who his real friends were, and lastly, those who had hurt me, who had made up an awful remark...well... those would suffer to karma... and sure enough... they all are...Ironically i stated that one would stab him in the back...and now look.... I began to cry as i hear all of this story, heard who andrew had become...He is not that tender hearted person i once loved..he is on a path of destruction and he once was many years ago, to which i saved him from...but now...who will save him?
although he treated me like dirt, although he mortified me by using me, I still love him with all my heart and soul..and all I wanted to do was help tend the wound..but sadly, he still hates me for reason that he himself caused, yet he fails to see.
I shouldnt be happy that he is going through a rough time but as i had stated to him...karma would come back to those who wronged an innocent. He lost his job, he is now down to his last 3 $ he had school expenses..and now... he has little to no friends.
so why can't I just walk away now content that justice was served? Bc i love him. and I want him to be safe, and to stop this distructive path..but who am I to save someone who refuses to hear me?
even more than ever now i believe that everything happens for a reason, whether or not he chooses to contact me now, seems as if will happen, but who is to say, his pride has gotten the best of him, and he now has a bad rep for countless things here....I cannot do anything else, but pray for him and accept what will happen next.
Always treat others kindly... you never know when karma will pay you back for it.
:-(
cheer me up? http://www.amazon.com/gp/registry/wishlist/1SZ6DHVQFM9O8/ref=cm_sw_su_w
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amirarayne:
It really sucks what you are going through, you want to help, but he won't listen...so you have to see him go through a bad path. It happens sometimes to people. Sometimes they turn into better people in the end, I hope the best will happen.
tilpacer:
That is very sad. You can't save someone who doesn't want to be saved. It is heartbreaking to say the least. I hope things get better soon for you.