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Saturday Sep 10, 2011

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I tell myself after each fall that things will be okay, i cry it out..until my hearts content, or until I can't remember why I was sad to begin with, Things sometimes feel that they are not falling into place, and we become so overwhelmed with life, but we can't forget for a second how beautiful life really is regardless of all the pain and stress... Take time to be thankful for the family you have, the friends and the beautiful place where you wake up each day to. When you think of all the people who love you, think of your blessings, all heart ache seems to decimite and you smile just a little bit more that day..

I often don't know the right words to say to my breaking heart, at times, I am left speechless.. At times, i feel like giving up too, lately, I find myself crying at 2 am, just thinking about how I could have done things better, but when i awake the next day, I'm stronger, and more brave than the day before, regardless if i can feel my heart still stinging, I still press forward. what good will it do to sit around crying about the things that don't go right? It will only drag us down, we need to stand tall, to wipe the tears away and just keep going. You don't have to smile right away, it's okay... Just keep going..the smile will catch up eventually.

I have a broken heart, I messed things up with someone i love, and am dealing with my own choices, I may not understand what purpose this will serve in the future, but i continue forward regardless. I learn from my mistakes, I make mental notes, I dust myself off, and i learn to smile again. I don't always have to be brave, but i pretend to be, and soon enough i start to believing it.

I know heart ache sucks, I know a lot of you are dealing with it, regardless, please understand... you are not alone in this, no one is. remember that everything happens for a reason, and even though things dont make sense now, they will eventually

One day you will meet someone, who will make you so happy, and then you will fully understand why it didnt work out with the rest.

I will keep my head high, and get over this disillusionment, and i know you will be able to, too.


VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
sovereign:
I asked him not to reply to the message, rather that if he needed to tell me something, he would say it in person, he texted me this morning in regards to last nights text, but i never replied.
Sep 10, 2011
lazaruscries:
Sad face certainly does not suit you.
Sep 10, 2011

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