BOO!
Did you miss me? I sure missed all of you! I never knew i mattered so much to you guys until i checked my email and had TONS of people trying to reactivate my account..not only that, but i was so touched by the messages I had in my inbox by some of you... you all are so so so wonderful, and if it really helps you I will continue to make positive videos for you guys!
but first! an update!!!
I now live in Portland Oregon again! I just landed a job working at Sallys beauty and will be starting hair school at paul mitchell in the spring!!
life has been so wonderful to me so far, granted I have has some very...odd moments...but regardless I am still that happy little sprite.
I've grown so much in these past few months, its so amazing to reflect. I used to be afraid to do things on my own... but i really wanted to move back to portland..and i set my mind to it, there were things that got in the way...and ultimately i moved here without a job...just faith ... i spent most of my days submitting resumes, filling out apps, and finally 3 weeks after moving here...i landed my dream job... hard work really does pay off guys and if you believe in yourself and have the will to keep going, you can accomplish so much....
On the related note on being brave... I took chances, and told my ex fiance that i still loved him...I didnt know if he felt the same or not, but i wanted him to know the truth..so i took a deep breath... kissed him and told him that despite all the years and everything...i still cared.. whether or not he felt the same i will not state until i know myself how i feel, you all will have to wait and see.. regardless, I stood up for myself...and took a chance... I know this sorta would hit home for some of you, I want to tell you this:
If there is someone that you have feelings for, tell them. I know you are afraid, I know rejection is scary... but you will never know until you try...And if it doesnt work out, its okay... you were brave and the overall feeling is beyond amazing... you can do this!!
I will be posting a video today as kind of an update and a hello so stay tuned for later today okay?
OH!! and everyone thank SirLazarusCries for being the first kind hearted love bug to reacctivate my account <3 send him lots of love and thanks please
<3 christy
"If you don't try, you'll never know"
ps! i posted new pictures in my albums so you can see what i currently look like... not that its too much of a change... just good to see you know?
Did you miss me? I sure missed all of you! I never knew i mattered so much to you guys until i checked my email and had TONS of people trying to reactivate my account..not only that, but i was so touched by the messages I had in my inbox by some of you... you all are so so so wonderful, and if it really helps you I will continue to make positive videos for you guys!
but first! an update!!!
I now live in Portland Oregon again! I just landed a job working at Sallys beauty and will be starting hair school at paul mitchell in the spring!!
life has been so wonderful to me so far, granted I have has some very...odd moments...but regardless I am still that happy little sprite.
I've grown so much in these past few months, its so amazing to reflect. I used to be afraid to do things on my own... but i really wanted to move back to portland..and i set my mind to it, there were things that got in the way...and ultimately i moved here without a job...just faith ... i spent most of my days submitting resumes, filling out apps, and finally 3 weeks after moving here...i landed my dream job... hard work really does pay off guys and if you believe in yourself and have the will to keep going, you can accomplish so much....
On the related note on being brave... I took chances, and told my ex fiance that i still loved him...I didnt know if he felt the same or not, but i wanted him to know the truth..so i took a deep breath... kissed him and told him that despite all the years and everything...i still cared.. whether or not he felt the same i will not state until i know myself how i feel, you all will have to wait and see.. regardless, I stood up for myself...and took a chance... I know this sorta would hit home for some of you, I want to tell you this:
If there is someone that you have feelings for, tell them. I know you are afraid, I know rejection is scary... but you will never know until you try...And if it doesnt work out, its okay... you were brave and the overall feeling is beyond amazing... you can do this!!
I will be posting a video today as kind of an update and a hello so stay tuned for later today okay?
OH!! and everyone thank SirLazarusCries for being the first kind hearted love bug to reacctivate my account <3 send him lots of love and thanks please
<3 christy
"If you don't try, you'll never know"
ps! i posted new pictures in my albums so you can see what i currently look like... not that its too much of a change... just good to see you know?
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kirin_ka:
Welcome back and congratulations on landing that sweet job.
lazaruscries:
Hooray! Today keeps getting better and better. 