sovereign

Although i do not plan to move to portland for another 5-6 months, i cannot help but feel strongly uneasy at the moment. I begin to think about all the trial i will face..and to be honest i am more then terrorfied... Im scared to fail..im scared to be let down and disappointed within myself.

I know that this is the change i need, hell ive been talking about moving back for awhile now.. and all signs have been pointing to moving thus far... Life is scary, so scary for me right now, ive got so many bills and such and i know its part of being an adult but man oh man is it scary for me.

i want to do this for me, i want to grow up, I want to be more independent as an individual...

today one of my best friends stood up fro himself..you see my work...sometimes take advantage of him...today...he stood up for himself...and is stepping down as a shift lead...he said...i inspired him...to seek what he wants...now he wishes to move to portland with me...and tonight..two friends told me they wanted to come as well...


guys have you ever just taken a deep breath and just..leapt...was there net to catch you?? were you scared? What kind of advice would you give me?






i love this...