sovereign

today i woke up...and....Im officially sick.
this sucks man. I was supposed to run some freaking errands today and totally can't even fathom going out. I just seriously wish it was sociall y acceptable to shove two pieces of toilet paper up my nose and walk around like that. iiiiickkkkkk


i think all this anxiety about money and me constantly working has finally caught up to me.
I'm trying my hardest to just keep everything running so smoothly that im forgetting to just take time to breathe a little. I'm trying to be the adult here and pay off all these bills coming in. Im doing well just saving money and what not so i cant complain much i just wish I had time to go out and about.

further more! Im homesick for portland! can you believe that? You know everyone just keeps telling me "well go back" my friends its not that easy when you sign a year lease here in califronia and you're the cosigner for your mom...who is recovering from heart surgery.... BUT im a trooper and I'm gonna keep holding my head up and smiling.


so as i stated in my last blog, I think i should just become a member instead of a hopeful bc im always so low in extra time and so frazzled that i never have time to sit down and think up a new set. maybe in the near future i can make another one but as for now I dont have the resources nor the time to.

I think I'll enjoy just staying up a few hours later and just talking to people on here and really getting to know everyone. sounds good to me really.


on a side note..what are you all gonna be for halloween?

i decided im going to be poison ivy from batman