southernbelle

All right everyone, it's Monday, a new week, just about a new month, and new entry!! For all that were concerned, I am feeling much better!! Thank you to everyone who left such sweet comments & advice, it is really nice to be a part of a community where people care! And don't worry, I won't go changing who I am, this is me, take it or leave it, period. The things that this boy didn't like will make the next one smile, and vice versa.

Yeah, I get a little bummed when I hear a certain song, or see the picture of us (it's in My Documents) I get a little down, but it's all good! I realize that I was not 100% satisfied in the pseudo-relationship we had....other than sexually....but he's not game for that!!
He really is a good guy, and I don't feel that he set out intentionally to hurt me, so I can't hate him for being honest with me!! And if I wasn't 100% happy, and he wasn't 100% happy, why should we be together? I just think he missed out!!

I had a friend of mine tell me I should try being completely single for a while....I haven't been in over a year!! I have pretty much been dating someone for over a year, just about 4 or 5 different people. Maybe it is time to just focus on me!!

This weekend was good, I kept myself super busy!! Saturday was rough, since I was up crying until 3am, but I had scrapbooking, then I saw the ex (the one before the one who dumped me) for a little break-up loving....that was nice. Then I went out with some friends and had good times...ended up in the men's bathroom showing my nipple rings....but it's all guys I am friends with, so no biggie! Then yesterday I cooked breakfast for all of the friends who crashed, then took a little nap! Then last night we had a gathering to watch the Oscars....got a little make-out session in there too....

So a question.....what are you looking for in a relationship?
Me....simple enough. I want someone to be my best friend, someone who makes me a better person just by being with them. I don't necessarily need the best looking person in the room, as personalities really determine the extent of attractiveness I think......someone to hold my hand and make me feel loved, leave me notes to say hi, etc. I am very big on displays of affection, no matter how small....and I do them in return.

I hope everyone had a great weekend!!! Have a great week!