Seriously, if someone could tell me what the fuck I do wrong in a relationship, so I don't do it again. So, basically, the boy dumped me. "I'm just not the guy for you." Period. I could post his username so you can all go write mean things in his journal, but it's not worth it. He knows how much he hurt me.
I just don't understand, how 2 weeks ago, he couldn't keep his hands off me, sent me fucking flowers on Valentine's Day, and now doesn't even want to see me again. It just pisses me off so much, I don't know what to do.
Is it too much to ask to date someone that wants to be with me. Yeah, I've been out with other people since he & I were seeing each other, but I haven't even kissed another guy. All I could think about when I was out with them was J....
I saved the flowers he gave me....the emails he sent...etc. Now yeah, granted, we had only been seeing each other a little over 2 months, not that long at all, but I really cared for him, and all he did was rip my heart out and stomp on it.
He says, "I think I'm feeling a little more friendship towards you" okay....2 weeks ago you were fucking my brains out, now you're my friend? We never were friends, we probably never will be friends. We dated first, so we don't really have a friendship to build on....it's not like he's going to call me on a random Friday and be like, hey, lets go hang out. Fuck, I wasn't even good enough for him to introduce me to his friends when we were dating.......
I don't understand, I give everything I have to a relationship, take the time to do things for them I know they'll like, made him badass pilsner glasses....I should fucking smash them into little fucking pieces. Maybe I should just be a bitch to everyone, they always seem to have someone who worships them.....
Oh well, another fucking 2 1/2 months down the drain....at least it wasn't longer.....and at least I can clear off the space on my bulletin board where our picture and the flowers he gave me were....and I need to change my profile picture, since that was taken on our first date....
Fuck it, I'm going to bed. 
I just don't understand, how 2 weeks ago, he couldn't keep his hands off me, sent me fucking flowers on Valentine's Day, and now doesn't even want to see me again. It just pisses me off so much, I don't know what to do.
Is it too much to ask to date someone that wants to be with me. Yeah, I've been out with other people since he & I were seeing each other, but I haven't even kissed another guy. All I could think about when I was out with them was J....
I saved the flowers he gave me....the emails he sent...etc. Now yeah, granted, we had only been seeing each other a little over 2 months, not that long at all, but I really cared for him, and all he did was rip my heart out and stomp on it.
He says, "I think I'm feeling a little more friendship towards you" okay....2 weeks ago you were fucking my brains out, now you're my friend? We never were friends, we probably never will be friends. We dated first, so we don't really have a friendship to build on....it's not like he's going to call me on a random Friday and be like, hey, lets go hang out. Fuck, I wasn't even good enough for him to introduce me to his friends when we were dating.......
I don't understand, I give everything I have to a relationship, take the time to do things for them I know they'll like, made him badass pilsner glasses....I should fucking smash them into little fucking pieces. Maybe I should just be a bitch to everyone, they always seem to have someone who worships them.....
Oh well, another fucking 2 1/2 months down the drain....at least it wasn't longer.....and at least I can clear off the space on my bulletin board where our picture and the flowers he gave me were....and I need to change my profile picture, since that was taken on our first date....
Fuck it, I'm going to bed.
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bedheadchicken:
yeah, I think being single is good for you. for everyone. I don't think it's healthy to be attached to someone your whole life. I mean, not having to worry about who you're gonna have sex with is a nice thing, but otherwise I think being attached to someone forever limits you as a person.
cipher:
Ha! I'm sure he will, and if he's human, he'll feel some combo of guilt and regret. That's tricksy of you, that is. I'm keeping an eye on you from now on.