sourchick

Oh my I am obsessed with Russian music, even if I can't understand it.. haha, it's cool.

So I e-mailed my x gf, and she emailed me back.... it's odd though you know? I mean, she's in new york now and I'm so glad she is happy out there, but I'm so envious that she actually got out of vegas. i want out so bad and it seems like it won't happen for a while. Whatever.

So yah, I want to visit her, the city.... if i do transfer to boston next year, i mean i'll be like 20 minutes away, so she said... it may be longer than that but oh well. Gosh I miss her. Our relationship was so odd but i mean she is my first love... i can't help it. You think it may just be a comfort thing between us? I don't know. But to live 20 minutes from her and go to school somewhere else would rock.