soundwave

I had a really great night last night. I went to akido class after doing some side work. My cousin suddenly remembered that about the Inaguration ball that was happening at the talking head in baltimore. It was put together by a bunch of pretty cool people. They had a dictator for the night which you had to vote for, and I voted for the one gentleman since he said he would kill my family if I didn't. Sounded just like a dictator, got my vote. Fun bands, Really stunning girl dressed up like a betty and did a cover of Danzigs mother. That made me happy. And their was an old record player playing old 45s upstairs, and I come to realize I know shit about music. They made a bunch of red nazi armbands, but they had a W instead of a swastika. Things like that make me appreciate the city, because I am from the sticks, and all I have is dennys. anyway.......

This could possibly be my last journal entry. I respect this site alot, met some cool people. Alternative beauty and people who listen to cool music and read good books. This is not a place to come and beat off to women, for me at least. I can honestly say I haven't, and when I see threads like "What was the last sg girl you masterbated too? Thats not why I joined, and I really don't know why I did. And the Big Question. Why would you post naked pictures of yourself on this site? For the art, to be oggled at, to be treated like a piece of meat, attention, or the MONEY?? Not knocking the girls, just why did you do it, or why would you do it? Only time will tell if I will stay, I might be on next week, I might not. For the few friends I have made, thanks, even though I doubt I will be missed all that much.