okay peoples...here is todays question...
Do you believe in luck?
personally I do. I think that some people are born lucky. Born to be in the right place at the right time, with the right things to say.
I am not that guy...
Let me explain...I have seen strange things recently. I have seen people who live thousands of miles away instantly cast upon one another after a few brief conversations in which they decide there is something there...luck? I don't know, It sounds like it.
When I was 18, I was asked to register to vote. I registered Socialist. What I think this did was cast my lot. Everything that I have achieved I have worked my ass off for...you can't really tell though, considering the size of my ass.
I digress...as I was saying, I believe that everyone is allowed a little something. A little cloud of hope in this otherwise storm of bullshit that we wade through. I consider those who see and recognize that cloud to be the lucky ones.
Now I could be bitter. Well...often I am bitter. I have to ask myself..."Hey you, yeah you...Hey!...why the hell are you so bitter?"...well kiddies, I think its because I'm looking for that cloud. Cloud-hunting goes a long way in making one bitter...that much I have found.
...the shitty thing is that I really don't ask for much. I guess I ask for what "normal" people consider. Just a girl that digs me, a job I feel proud of...and a good sense of self worth.
As Meatloaf didn't say "One out three ain't bad"...
...allright kiddies..tell me...how hard is it.
In your opinions..how hard is it to find that person. I mean, the self worth thing is my issue. I hold onto it dearly. But the other issue..the hard one...How hard is it to find that person?
Oh, I've been told that the harder you look the harder it is to find. Well, I don't particularly agree with that. I hold to the theory of large numbers. If more people know me, then the odds of me finding someone drasticaly enlarges.
Well, all I'm finding out is ...I'm rather obnoxious when liqoured up...and people generally don't like me as much as I would like them to.
Old habits of saying the wrong thing at the right time...the right time to make an ass of myself, well, they just don't die.
Thats why I consider this forum a two sided blade...I think that its a marvel that we have it. I am dearly in love with the idea. As those who have grown to know me better know...that is the reason that I now have and will always have a huge crush on Missy. I'm not the coolest guy here...I'm not the cutest guy here...but I do in fact believe that I have something to offer. Thats why I'm here.
Well..the other side of the blade is the self doubt...I have never spoken to so many people that are my betters, in one way or another, in so little a time. Although this allows me insight into people and places that I'll never see...it also goes a long way into allowing me to question me. Something that I'm not entirely used to.
Anyway...thats that for the ramble. I'm feeling a bit odd this evening. I'm feeling a bit let down in fact that I'm not poetic. That I don't speak in verse. That I am simply who I am...no two ways around it.
Indeed...I guess that I'm feeling a bit lonely. But, you know..in solitude find strength. I find the dignity to raise my head and say..."No, I'm by myself..and it's a good thing"
-b
by the way....to all the people I've met on the SG board and chat. It's been a pleasure. To each and everyone of you....a pleasure. A warm and fuzzy feeling I hope to cling onto for a while.
and to Missy...thank you so very much. I would contact you...but I am much to shy...maybe one day.
Do you believe in luck?
personally I do. I think that some people are born lucky. Born to be in the right place at the right time, with the right things to say.
I am not that guy...
Let me explain...I have seen strange things recently. I have seen people who live thousands of miles away instantly cast upon one another after a few brief conversations in which they decide there is something there...luck? I don't know, It sounds like it.
When I was 18, I was asked to register to vote. I registered Socialist. What I think this did was cast my lot. Everything that I have achieved I have worked my ass off for...you can't really tell though, considering the size of my ass.
I digress...as I was saying, I believe that everyone is allowed a little something. A little cloud of hope in this otherwise storm of bullshit that we wade through. I consider those who see and recognize that cloud to be the lucky ones.
Now I could be bitter. Well...often I am bitter. I have to ask myself..."Hey you, yeah you...Hey!...why the hell are you so bitter?"...well kiddies, I think its because I'm looking for that cloud. Cloud-hunting goes a long way in making one bitter...that much I have found.
...the shitty thing is that I really don't ask for much. I guess I ask for what "normal" people consider. Just a girl that digs me, a job I feel proud of...and a good sense of self worth.
As Meatloaf didn't say "One out three ain't bad"...
...allright kiddies..tell me...how hard is it.
In your opinions..how hard is it to find that person. I mean, the self worth thing is my issue. I hold onto it dearly. But the other issue..the hard one...How hard is it to find that person?
Oh, I've been told that the harder you look the harder it is to find. Well, I don't particularly agree with that. I hold to the theory of large numbers. If more people know me, then the odds of me finding someone drasticaly enlarges.
Well, all I'm finding out is ...I'm rather obnoxious when liqoured up...and people generally don't like me as much as I would like them to.
Old habits of saying the wrong thing at the right time...the right time to make an ass of myself, well, they just don't die.
Thats why I consider this forum a two sided blade...I think that its a marvel that we have it. I am dearly in love with the idea. As those who have grown to know me better know...that is the reason that I now have and will always have a huge crush on Missy. I'm not the coolest guy here...I'm not the cutest guy here...but I do in fact believe that I have something to offer. Thats why I'm here.
Well..the other side of the blade is the self doubt...I have never spoken to so many people that are my betters, in one way or another, in so little a time. Although this allows me insight into people and places that I'll never see...it also goes a long way into allowing me to question me. Something that I'm not entirely used to.
Anyway...thats that for the ramble. I'm feeling a bit odd this evening. I'm feeling a bit let down in fact that I'm not poetic. That I don't speak in verse. That I am simply who I am...no two ways around it.
Indeed...I guess that I'm feeling a bit lonely. But, you know..in solitude find strength. I find the dignity to raise my head and say..."No, I'm by myself..and it's a good thing"
-b
by the way....to all the people I've met on the SG board and chat. It's been a pleasure. To each and everyone of you....a pleasure. A warm and fuzzy feeling I hope to cling onto for a while.
and to Missy...thank you so very much. I would contact you...but I am much to shy...maybe one day.
And you should email Missy and tell her I said hey, cuz I aint gonna do it. And I've really enjoyed chatting with you too man... I hope to meet you in ATL.
itll kick some insecure ass...