ok, i've been trying to play everything cool in regard to this break up but now I am getting to the point where I am just PISSED! I treated this girl like a fucking princess and she still broke up with me. WTF? Do women really want a guy to treat them like shit? I just think this is bullshit. i am THIS close to just swearing off women all together cause it seems to me NONE of you knows what you want. Yes ihad my flaws and she had hers but, at the end of the day, nobody's perfect. So what if I smoke a little weed from time to time? Its not like i spend the whole day getting stoned and being unproductive. I work as a personal fucking trainer, I am up at 4:30 every morning and working my ass off every day, so what if I choose to smoke a bowl at the end of the week? it's not like i'm smoking crack! sorry people. i don't mean to lay my emotions out on the line like this but i just need to vent. anyway, i'm gonna go get drunk... fucking bullshit!
