soulsurvivor98

OK people...it's been FOREVER since I've been on the SG site, let alone posted a blog. A lot has been going on since I last posted on this site. My computer died on me so I was without the internet for a while except for the ones at work. My new apartment is AWESOME!!! I love the place, the neighborhood is great and everything is SO MUCH cheaper uptown. I've been dating this great girl for the past few months, pretty much since I moved in here and things have been going great. I feel we are so gret together and things are finally starting to go my way...until today, SHE FUCKING DUMPED ME! She said she had too much going on right now and couldnt handle a relationship. WHAT TH FUCK!?!?! So now i'm mad, bitter, confused, etc. I did anything and everything for this girl. I treated her like a fucking princess and this is what i get. Oh well, i'm not going to sit around and feel sorry for myself, i can't let it get to me and ruin my high spirits. I feel like this is just another test in my life and I hae to get through it and become stronger because of it. Tonight I will go out and get wasted, I'm going to roll a blunt and smoke, by myself, for now...just relax and calm down, then it's drinking time. So who's coming with me? Probably nobody but I just thought i'd ask...Anyway, I hope eerybody's weekend is going better than mine...