4.15
Some days I don't know if I'm quite cut out to succeed as a human.
My dreams sometimes confirm this. Usually I can control my dreams, change them if I don't like the way they're going.
But as of late, I have no control over them. It's almost like a whole different level of dreams. Some of them are wonderfully good. Others rip the scabs off my heart a hundred times over. I wake up in tears, too scared to go back to sleep.
I can't even take up a vice to help me sleep. Last one I tried almost ended up tragic.
Blimey, life's a cunt, ain't she?
Some days I don't know if I'm quite cut out to succeed as a human.
My dreams sometimes confirm this. Usually I can control my dreams, change them if I don't like the way they're going.
But as of late, I have no control over them. It's almost like a whole different level of dreams. Some of them are wonderfully good. Others rip the scabs off my heart a hundred times over. I wake up in tears, too scared to go back to sleep.
I can't even take up a vice to help me sleep. Last one I tried almost ended up tragic.
Blimey, life's a cunt, ain't she?
ironmog:
YES! YES SHE IS! Also you know I <3 you no matter what, and won't judge anything or anyway. I'm just that .... open about the curve balls life throws. Ya either roll with the punches or fall down from them. Me? I try to roll.