soulsetfire

8.51

Fine, fuck it. I'm done. He wants to do as he pleases with no regards to my feelings, then I am going to do the SAME.EXACT.THING. And he will just have to fucking like it, too. From here on out, no apologies from me.

I'll do as I please, on MY time, without consideration to what may or may not upset or hurt him.

1.17

RAWR!

My inner sex kitten wants to pounce. I need a photog.

9.04

I'm pissed. He mentioned something about going to Fort Wayne on Friday. When I asked why he said that some people from work are going to Hooters. I said, Oh are Dean and Matt going? He said yeah and Tiffany and Christina.

Scuse?!

Background : Earlier this year, I found out about some shady shit going on between him and this Tiffany skank. I...
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9.21

pookieisinlove is the best thing that has ever happened to me in the history of ever.

For all that I am and for that I will ever be, one thing remains the same : I will rise from the shattered remains of my heart and even my soul, stronger and more beautiful a person than before. I am purged in the flames. I am wrought from the ashes. I am hammered one hundred times over. I am beautiful and horrific. I...
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8.49

I'm over it. He's a piece of shit. I know I'm better than him and that will be my comfort. I have a game plan now and everything will be okay.

I just find it so very interesting that he claims my true colors are showing to him and everyone else... yet I've remained almost wholly the same person I was before, just happier...
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1.04

It's throbbing and pounding. My poor head.
Thing One and Thing Two woke up at five thirty this morning. FIVE THIRTY.
That's what I get for being an evil child. The evil has now vested itself sevenfold in my children.
At least they're cute.

Back from the doctor... I'm not broken! Yay!


I start school in exactly six days. I'm scared and excited all...
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4.15

Some days I don't know if I'm quite cut out to succeed as a human.
My dreams sometimes confirm this. Usually I can control my dreams, change them if I don't like the way they're going.

But as of late, I have no control over them. It's almost like a whole different level of dreams. Some of them are wonderfully good. Others rip the...
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10.20

I got my laptop today! w00t!

Work is getting increasingly on my nerves. I'm training someone right now... I despise training. I am not a patient woman when I also am expected to complete all of my job duties... and I am given the most stressful, time consuming and time constrained duties in my department. My trainee ended up in tears today because she...
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10.41

I long for the day that a ten hour work day will be by choice, not necessity.

11.12

And so, I'm endeavoring to do my little part to stop the H8. I'm putting together a slide-show protest... anyone who wants to join... add your picture protesting H8. It'll be finished up and sent to all Senators, Representatives posted all over FB, SG, Myspace and YouTube... and anywhere else I can get it out.

<3

9.25

It's hot and I'm restless. Nothing I do makes it fade.

9.30

I got preoccupied with my tattoo. I have no attention span at all anymore. Not sure if I should mourn it's passing or not.