soulpower

well my fellow fishs what a weekend! first off i arrived on friday at Octobers house ready for a henry filled weekend. however on saturday something terrible happend. i have to confess that this is difficult so please be patient. how to put this. well first off October, Milky and I went to the hatchet, which is pub, and eagerly awaited the arrival of some of the finest specimens of men on this plant. yes October's boyfriend, his brother and THE hnery. imagine my horror when in walked some strange foreign creature. my mouth dropped open and i could barely breathe. NO this couldnt't be henry. he wasnt as id remembered him at all! Once id overcome my disappointment my attentions then turned to October's boyfriends brother, Dominic (see under my current crush). WOW now that was a nice man if ever id seen one. All memories of henry quickly diappeared and i qucikly replaced them with an image in my head of me and Dominic's wedding. I drifted off into a daze about this while everyone else carried on without realising what my dirty little mind was planning for our wedding night! I realised this would definitely work when i caught him staring down my top, which by the way is a fat maternity dress. WOW is all i can say. Any way Henry tried pitfully to win me back by playing the puffa fish game with us. i must say it was a good effort but it was not enough. my heart was firmly in dominics hands.
During the day on saturday before any of this happened i went to Octobers photoshoot. yes another one, i am sooooo bored with seeing her get naked! thats three now that i have ben present at. i was glad when it ended and i could hurry home to get ready for that night. although we had a slight detour with a mammoth shoppping spree. we spent a combined total of 400. yay money well spent.
On the sunday i woke up feeling very happy with myself as i recalled a dream about dominic. i will spare you the details but yes he is very good! ahhhhhhhh happy days
in afternoon went bead shopping. make pretty necklace and bracelets.
then went to a nice pub for lunch and then to weatherspoons for yummy fudge cake. we also ended up buying a platter and it was there that my eyes connected with a handsome young man who had a very lovely sea hat on. we make eye contact quite a few times and for a brief second, just a brief one though, i thought he might oust dominic from the place in the bottom of my heart. but no, as he left i realised that he wsn't the one. however he has made an important impact on my life. well i return home tomorrow to Portsmouth and will sadly be leaving my beloved in Bristol. it will be sooooooo long before i see him again. i dont think i will be able to cope without him. must try to exist and lead some kind of normal life. i will carry the burden and the strain in my day to day life and hope that my work doesn't suffer. well for now he is close by and i know that maybe it might be possible to sneak around to his house tonight for a goodbye kiss and cuddle.