soulblackened

So i just lost my job.. FUCK.. I love spencers... stupid asses.. i was there almost a year. n because of my surgery i had to have and shit.. Fuck it. I am really considering becoming a dancer now though. It looks so much more intrigueing every day im just a lil self conscious cuz the area i live in people are mean lol. I wanna do it though ive seen girls worse off than me do it so hell. Its money. I just neede to get into the swing of things.. i wanna take the pressure of my mans back of supporting everything myself and my son included. I want to do another set for here and see where it goes.. so much i want to do. I just hope i have the balls to do it. lol. I get scared sometimes...but hey you gotta learn somehow.