soulblackened

well, things have been so hectic lately... i work constantly open to closes and im exhausted constantly.. Ive ben having such horrible financial problems.. i dont even know how im going to pay my rent, power and cell bill this month, i work so hard and get paid so little.. one reason wh im hoping my set gets picked when it goes up the 16th. i know there are more amazinggirls on here but it was my first shot and im proud of the outcome mre or less.. ugh, i hate this... i want peace again.. i took my son up to the Annapolis bay recently and he had his first boat ride which he loved... i have some pics of him trying to drive and such, so cute... i have to upload them from my phone though. i just hope i get a break soon.. i dont want to worry so much about my baby having everything he needs..SIGH

-Rlynn