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sorrowsjoy

In the woods somewhere.....

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Can you fill the spaces stolen in my sleep
Oh please are you the light that washes warmly across my face
Are you the peace I have chased for so long?
Am I beautiful like the child I once was
My features reflecting flashes of innocence
And a lust for love

Oh please hold me in a cocoon of acceptance
Entangled hands clutched tightly because you understand
Ohh God it hurts so much this skin I reside in
Just touch me so I know it is not HIM

I am not pretty or filled with lightness and grace
I am small made from the earth and clay
So much inside but who cares for such these days
When the surface is all that we see and claim to want
I am not your crush but rather the decorations on the wall

Scenery to be glanced at,two-dimensional pain
Harsh and coarse you all look away
Like staring into the sun you may be blinded
But what other senses will you regain?

All perception set forth in impossible ideals
And so many wander unable to rise down on their knees despairng and crying in shame
Thinking we are but imperfection created to be disdained

Cry,cry,cry,let the salt make barren the earth
And those few who sat on their pedastals will die
For they cannot see past the thinly veiled truth
The heart and light buried just under the surface of the sand

Lexi

And here are some lyrics from one of VNV's new song from their new albumn Matter+Form--"Endless Skies"


How many years since you found yourself
Staring at an endless sky?

Unaware of yourself
Who you are and where you're going
Only living
Only breathing
Losing all sense of time

The most fragile of things
Captivates and embraces you
Surrender and be witness
To this rarest of moments

You live within the sense of the order of things
What is truth
What is important
What defines you

No need to fear
No need to worry
About years that passed
About time you lost

Live the second as a lifetime
Time it does not matter
You live within the sense
Of the stillness of time

The most fragile of things
Captivates and embraces you
Surrender and be witness
To this rarest of moments

You live within the sense of the order of things
What is truth
What is important
What defines you

No need to fear
No need to worry
About years that passed
About time you lost

Live the second as a lifetime
Time it does not matter
How many years
How many years
How many years
Since you found yourself
Since you found yourself
Since you found yourself
Staring at an endless sky


When you haunt the dreams
Of those who stole your breathe
Ask them how they possibly can sleep at night
Send them my regards and I'll be waiting
Here, in front of your grave
I'll be waiting
--Icon of Coil--"Sleep:Less"
VIEW 23 of 23 COMMENTS
yuriel:
i agree with x.
more lexi pics hehe
and sides
you are wonderful and always saying nice things to me
wow.
youre one of the few who like always says regular things to me
its lovely!
but i guess thats not to be unexpected smile
EL SUICIDO LOCO
Apr 21, 2005
quasi_sean:
No, not a bad thing at all...I love improving. smile
Apr 22, 2005

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