sorrowsjoy

<YAWN> Well that about sums up how I feel right now lol...finally stopped raining...I will miss it it's one of the few sounds that soothes me..Anyways was going thru some old boxes and found some old poetry from over 11 years ago...Damn when I was 17....Seems a lifetime ago and I'm seeing 28 April 1st...Oh joy lol...But back to the topic I thought I would share a few of my writings and perhaps someone will read them and offer perspective or maybe just simple understanding....


So angry I choke
I Was used,I Was used
Now I rage,and I render my mind
Unable to cope,while Pandora's box has stolen hope

Dynamite for a brain,the truth is absolute
I hold my head as it screams inside
Let me out!! as my eyes widen in inevitable remembering
Wake Up,Wake Up,Oh please shut it up

But nothing lasts forever except Eternity
No harbor to keep me safe,all bridges burned
I tried to build a tower to Heaven
And the angel Gabriel stopped me and said no
You must return child for you haven't forgiven
Forgiven WHAT I cry and she with a small smile
whispers "Why yourself my sad innocent child"



THEY

If you cry they will come
In the night deformed bodies looking for a home
They will tease and taunt for it's their nature
Human strife their rapture

Oh muffle your cries
If you don't want to die
Oh muffle your cries
Because the Darkness has eyes

So you must embrace the night and follow it's rules
But know you are always minutes away from doom
Because you see They cannot haunt without
A vessel,a body,the stain of a soul and it's account

Oh muffle your cries
Because they know you now
Oh muffle your cries
Can't you smell it,something foul

So run with swift blistered feet
And ignore the whispers in the dark
For somewhere the fires are burning
Like beacons calling home
A place to lay your head down and rest in peace

And In Peace Embrace Absolution