Okay I know my updates are to far in between but hey cut me some slack I'm a little slow 
---My brother as of Tuesday had his surgery---they took out 8 inches of his small bowel and 1/3 of his colon---Yes OUCH---He's in a lot of pain but finally sleeping as of today when I saw him--He can stand and has walked without the walker...
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---My brother as of Tuesday had his surgery---they took out 8 inches of his small bowel and 1/3 of his colon---Yes OUCH---He's in a lot of pain but finally sleeping as of today when I saw him--He can stand and has walked without the walker... Read More
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Well now for another update for all interested parties --It's official now my brother is going to have to have surgery---It's been over 2 weeks since he was admitted the longest since 4 years ago when he almost bled to death--They have to take out about 8 (and possibly more) inches of his small intestine--All of us are very scared even though we knew he...
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--It's official now my brother is going to have to have surgery---It's been over 2 weeks since he was admitted the longest since 4 years ago when he almost bled to death--They have to take out about 8 (and possibly more) inches of his small intestine--All of us are very scared even though we knew he... Read More
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jenigurl23:
my thoughts are with your brother. i wish him and u the best. he sounds like a strong man.
quasi_sean:
very much update time for you. 
Well here I am again with a much overdue update--Currently my brother is still hospitalized on the Oncology ward---He doesn't have cancer but an awsome nurse was able to get him on this floor because of their superb nurses and doctors--An amazing thing happened to him just a few days ago--A student who was having to write down case studies of various patients came and...
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amberxrose:
happy saint patricks day
xk3zofrenik:
ah yes i will find inspiration there, i plan to go to odd places just to lurk around. I am sure i will write something.
and i have made a way to just dodge the retarded question i often just talk about the weather, some inane crap about my family and just like that time runs out. It is not that hard to dodge yourself out of the conversation. It is tricky at first since all questions are directed towards you, but i just give my opinion of everything else beside me. After a while they don't even remember to keep a focus on me.
and i have made a way to just dodge the retarded question i often just talk about the weather, some inane crap about my family and just like that time runs out. It is not that hard to dodge yourself out of the conversation. It is tricky at first since all questions are directed towards you, but i just give my opinion of everything else beside me. After a while they don't even remember to keep a focus on me.
Hello all it's early in the morning and while I would usually be in bed my sleep cycle has been really off lately...not that I have a consistent one to begin with lol--but it has helped my writing for some reason...Perhaps being deleriously tired has a few perks. My little brother is in the hospital again and while this is a common thing since he...
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trinityy:
thank you.
my e-mail address is trinpierced@yahoo.com
i would love to talk to you. i have to get to bed right now b/c i have tow ork at 11pm, but i hope you are well.
xoxo
my e-mail address is trinpierced@yahoo.com
i would love to talk to you. i have to get to bed right now b/c i have tow ork at 11pm, but i hope you are well.
xoxo
obliviousfocus:
danke danke Heheeh I usually only come to chat half the time to wait on Mathilda *kicks pebble* I twas fun talking to you too i'm sure we'll all meet there soon enough.
Heheeh I usually only come to chat half the time to wait on Mathilda *kicks pebble* I twas fun talking to you too i'm sure we'll all meet there soon enough.
<YAWN> Well that about sums up how I feel right now lol...finally stopped raining...I will miss it it's one of the few sounds that soothes me..Anyways was going thru some old boxes and found some old poetry from over 11 years ago...Damn when I was 17....Seems a lifetime ago and I'm seeing 28 April 1st...Oh joy lol...But back to the topic I thought I would...
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xk3zofrenik:
I have been trying to name my three lives (or more..). I haven't come up with any yet. However i will let you know of them. 
Also, i suggest to change the being a "mental patient" for free persona. Being disabled by Social Security is not only rewarding but encouraging. I recommend it highly.
Take care,
-X
Also, i suggest to change the being a "mental patient" for free persona. Being disabled by Social Security is not only rewarding but encouraging. I recommend it highly.
Take care,
-X
xk3zofrenik:
Have you read anything by Chuck Palahniuk?
i know, who needs instructions anyways...
i know, who needs instructions anyways...
It's now a little past 11:00 now and I've been feeling a little down...Living with seven other people in a four bedroom house is to say the least confining...especially since it is family...Ohhhh boy the dynamics and interelationships would keep a dozen Psychologistd busy if not confounded lmao...Being sick (I have Fibromyalgia,PLMD,Resless Leg Syndrome,other severe sleep disorders,PTSD,General Anxiety disorder,Depression,ect...I think you get the picture lol)...
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Awww it's now 1:30 in the morning and the pain has finally subsided--I thought before I went to bed I would share my writing---yes I'm a poet and I'm gonna show it lol--Though far from being good--I'm trying to be humble here people haha--But seriously what I write is raw and comes from first hand experience...the best kind... Here it is in all it's unfounded...
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eastbanian:
Wow are you ok?
I love backpacking. the only trip I made this year was good. Mt. San Jacinto. 10,830 ft.
You have captivating poetry.
Paul
I love backpacking. the only trip I made this year was good. Mt. San Jacinto. 10,830 ft.
You have captivating poetry.
Paul
eastbanian:
Wow are you ok?
I love backpacking. the only trip I made this year was good. Mt. San Jacinto. 10,830 ft.
You have captivating poetry.
Paul
I love backpacking. the only trip I made this year was good. Mt. San Jacinto. 10,830 ft.
You have captivating poetry.
Paul
Now it's almost 11:00 in the morning---god I wish I could fast forward with that flipper thing to the TV--hmmm I slept and woke up after I fell off the couch hahaha---I usually don't wake up like that but it is rather humbling and humorous to others---ok sorry brain freeze there for a moment--I need some caffeine...awww an XTZ energy drink should do it...good stuff...
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Pics r coming soon---waiting for my own new camera <gasp>It cost me an arm and both legs hahaFractalTelepathy@aol.com
Pics soon to come--waiting for new camera---cost me an arm and a leg lolFractalTelepathy@aol.com
know that even through hard times theres always an end and you seem like such a strong person who will be able to face it all and still have something left to give to others!
amber