sorrow

Thank you so much!! I hopei feel better too it sux!! well yesterday was a very weird day! just kinda weird at work, dificult customers, the boss was a lil off. You know how you can just tellwhen a day isnt right, like your life is tipped or crooked, just of the track,that was yesterday. so I am hanging out with a girl from work, over at her house. We were in the front lawn and her neighbor cameover to tell us the story of how last night, mon, a car made a wrong too way to fast and ended up in his back yard!! crazy i know, i meean the car got up on some bushes and was launched into his yaard,luckily nobody was hurt! But just as he is standing there telling us this horrible story, we hear a very bad car crash! and shortly after the crash followed the brutally exscruciating sound of a 14 yr old boy who had just got hit by a car riding his bike! A sound i have never heard before and will never forget! I grabbed my cell phone and we all ran over to him. Of course the driver took off immediately after running the boy over. I got help on the way,but unfortunetely not as many people were stoppedor stopping to help s I hoped. It saddened and sngered me more than anything to see these fucking assholes just drive by in their cars not giving a glance, and some people even tried to access the road the boy was laying in!!! We got the boy a blanket as he went into shock,and waited for helpto arrive. we kept directing traffic until the boy was in good care. I spent the following hour and a half trying not to puke up my dinner. I couldnt get his scream out of my head or the site of him laying in agony. The boy was severly injured! And i just hope with all i have that that mother fucker will gt whats coming to him for taking off!! Im glad we were there to help this boy,andI will never ride a bike on a street or raod of any kind ever again! I am paranoid like that. anyway I had to share my feelings and vent. other than that I am just resting, preparing myself for my doctors appt tomorrow.
Today has been good so far, I got to spend quality time with justin, being lazy and lovey dovey. Had amazing sex and am now enjoying a mid summer's night dream!!! I love thismovieso so much!! I was in the play in middle school and of course played puck! yeah.... so I am going to be off fornow. rest a lilbefore work and hopefully get drunk tonite!! I have struggled with getting drunk since i have ben homefrom rehab, i just cant let go and have fun anymore! sad i kno but i stillhave some work to do with myself! everyone have a stellar eveing