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Monday Jan 07, 2008

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When you have the flu, you get some time to think. At least, you do when in the recovery phase after your stomach has stopped protesting. Thinking and reflecting about things I want, things I miss, what I do have.

My life feels empty of meaning. On a basic needs level, I have no complaints, but my soul feels pretty dead. Where I live and have lived for three years doesn't really seem to house a store of good memories. Instead, it just feels sterile and utilitarian. Not so for the place I lived on BI, or the little studio from back in college. Those places weren't nearly as nice, but they had character and good times. This place is just a building, and that's pretty much all.

I used to want to travel. I don't anymore. I used to write, walk in the rain, read fantasy, talk philosophy and mediate daily. Gradually, that all faded away.

How do you rekindle a run down soul?
samling:
think about anything that excites you. write them down. pick a couple and go do them.
Jan 7, 2008

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