sorchablue

oh my goodness. so much is going on, and happening, or needing to happen, in my life right now. I'm freaking out, trying desperately not to, praying I am not bugging the crap out of my lovey with my stress, and wondering when and if I'll ever manage to get a handle on all of this, and get caught up. Oh yeah, and I'm absolutely dead, skint, broke, in red, and really concerned about how I'm going to magically come up with all the money I owe and will owe in the form of bills and rent and such, like... yesterday??? it's just not looking good.


granted, as soon as school starts and they actually send me my stupid financial aid check everything will be ok, but until then....

so if I'm just sucking ass at keeping track of stuff on here, that's why, and I'll be back when my brain starts working less stress induced disfunctionally.

yeah.