soraya

goal for this week: I will not let a little particular somebody who has never known how to communicate drag this craziness back into my life with yet another tactic of indirect noncommunicative manipulative actions. and in doing so, i will not allow myself to manifest anger towards them i will only still manifest and hold love in my heart for them, as I always have. perhaps, keeping an open loving heart is a mistake, but i will not allow someone to shut me down again. ive spent too many years trying to tear down the jaded walls, theyre not going up again.. capricorns

And straying away from that thought. i just ate the most garlicky falafel sandwich the world has spewed forth. Its muggy out. and here I thought it was already turning into spring ive lived my whole life here and I still havent figured out that thing about california not having seasons.

one small fraction of my pleasure induced last few days was getting a piece of the sleeve on my right arm on sunday i wish I didnt have to wait longer for the rest, but alas, bodies need to heal and so do wallets.

im curiousfor all you freaky ass folks out there, who else here likes the smell of girl b.o.?
c'mon, be honest. i seriously want to see the results of this one.