soraya

i put up a polaroid in my candid pics.
i'm wearing my new favorite dress that i thrifted from some vintage by the pound store that i took down about 3 sizes and revamped a little bit.
my hair is down, which is a rarity. my coworker who saw me at a bar the other night and didnt even recognize me called it my not at work hair. was a little self realization of how often i work; and how often i want to pretend that i dont have hair. id shave it all off if i didnt already know how much id hate that even more.....so there you go kiddos... a little once in a blue moon occasion. and documented proof of the existence of hair on my damn head in any other fashion then up.


... ive picked up this new fascination of free masonry. i never really understood completely what it was all about (still dont). but someone was giving me a little rundown of what they had researched/ heard about it. fucking crazy shit. its a little odd that while they clearly claim to not religious based, or a cult, or to be anything severely unusual....if you go look for any information on them...you get all this talking in circles, religious references, and super mysterious explanations that dont explain anything.
...it is my new mission to know....
...and any route ive tried to take up to this point to find anything out has led me absolutely nowhere real fast.
..so if anyone knows anything, feel free to pass it along my way.

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